switching roles

Up until recently, I have never played the "sub" type very well. I find myself too demanding, too mouthy and far far too in control to even want to play the role of sub. So when I somehow found myself having late night phone sex with someone whose photography I've idolized since I was 13/14, I found myself having completely switched roles. Don't get me wrong, I love to please, even as a dom, but I am always my own top priority as I damn well ought to be. But this guy brought a completely different side of me out. I don't know how or why but it keeps happening. I go out of my way to please him from across the damn country. Now...I don't do that normally. I never have. But getting off solo is lame, and even with a phone between him and I, I get off way better than without having his voice in my ear telling me what to do. He calls me his little whore, which I do not tolerate from people normally, but I love hearing him say it. I don't get it. I seriously do a complete 180 on the phone with him. weird.

Anyway, last night I booked a ballbusting session for early Feb. Ballbusting is one fetish that I don't completely understand. I mean, don't get me wrong, I think it's super fun to do and hilarious to watch but...being on the receiving end of that? I just don't understand how that can be a turn on. I totally get foot fetishes and anything dealing with mouth/oral stuff...actually, I get most fetishes (minus golden showers, anal anything, vomit, and feces) but ballbusting is one that just completely blows my mind because of how big of a market there is for it. Am I going to do it? Of course! Why wouldn't I? Afterall, I've got a ballbusting video session next Friday with Slave Andy for our clips4sale stores...A girl has to get some practice in! Besides, the money is always nice.

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